LEGACY DREAM

I am healing myself of past pains, to create the ability to be here and now. I will collect my soul from past trauma and incorporate back into one whole being. I will continue to love, live, explore, create, and play this year. I will continue to consciously evolve. I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY AND I HAVE FREED MY MIND TO BECOME THE SNAIL HUNTER AGAIN, AND IT IS NOT YET 6/23/15

LOVE AND GRATITUDE

"MY MANY TEACHERS OF LIFE" LOVE AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS EACH OF YOU = Sonja, Nestor, Paul Chek, Vidya, Megan, Karen, JP Sears, Weston A. Price, Osho, SN Goenka, Rumi, Rudolf Steiner, Grandmaster Fu Wei Zhong, Buddha, Fong Ha and the Universal Chi/Wuji. THE NEWLY RECOGNIZED TEACHER =

ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness.

I am eternally grateful to the Universe, Mother Earth, and Source. I am eternally grateful for every single moment and every single experience in each moment. I continue to step on my path. Unconditional LOVe to all sentient beings seen and unseen heard and unheard.

NOURISHMENT

All nourishment = Organic/Bio-dynamic/Pasture Raised. Continual Rotation Diet based on dynamic metabolic typing and listening to my soul. Supplements = Standard Process (muscle tested every 3-4 weeks by Kanako Kobayashi NC (contact@feedingwellness.com) for a continually deeper protocol to help me balance physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Highvitamen butter oil/fermented cod liver oil www.greenpastures.com Gut health pre/pro-biotics www.interplexus.com Systemic enzymes http://www.worldnutrition.info/vitalzym (which metabolize scar tissue) and I usually do deep cleanse once a year www.allnaturalcleanse.com = 60 day parasite/detox

Monday, July 18, 2011

relating in relationship????

This may be a multi part blog..  been playing with this one in my head and my heart for awhile..  mainly because i have learned from relating to myself, others, and myself again in all relationships..  romantic..  friendship.. business.. etc..  what do we "expect" from others...????  should we expect from others?? if we truly learned  to live in the present not project from the past and expect in the future would we be open to see what is truly here in every moment..  LOVe???  Love is a dangerous word..  it means different things to different people, so let me clarify what LOVe means to me..  LOVe = to be compassionate to oneself and to others..  to accept others for who they are, what they enjoy, and feels right to them no matter how directly opposite it may be from my views in the moment.  LOVe is everything and NOthing..  This idea of LOVe is not the idea most of us are raised with here are some examples of the old "love" = compromise, give to get, keeping pro and con points, who does more of, who does less of, why cant you be this way, why cant you be that way..

 LOVe.......   if you can imagine, is the warmest safest place you have ever been, it opens it arms to you no matter what..  i literally mean NO MATTER WHAT..  no matter how "bad" or how "good" you believe yourself or others to be LOVe will always be there with open arms..  in relationship i have seen myself learn to LOVe, and i have watched my self "love"...  the more i LOVe the less i love..  the more i am present, the less i project from the past into the present, the more i am present the less i project into the future and create worry about what will and what wont happen, and finally the more i am actually here in the present moment not created by the past or the future which means i am never really here, i finally get to be here to experience LOVe!
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  1. AnonymousJuly 19, 2011 at 6:38 AM

    When people go on vacation they take luggage with them but leave there baggage behind. In this they are able to enjoy the sights, sounds, smells, glances, embraces, laughter and joy of every single precious moment. In so doing are able to have a wonderful experience and fall in love again. Once landing and retrieval of their baggage the vacation ends and the old cycles begin. If only we all could learn to live 'On Vacation'.

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  2. AnonymousJuly 23, 2011 at 10:00 AM

    Oh he's back!

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  3. Jator PierreJuly 27, 2011 at 4:54 PM

    being here
    in love
    with myself

    i become love
    and disappear

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