फ्री यौर्सेल्फ़ free yourself

believe in your beauty.  "see" yourself.  Let go of old stories.  Create new "realities".  We are each so blessed to experience this human reality.  There is no rush, follow your heart.  Embrace not knowing.  Humility.  Still

 थे फार्मर वित्हीं The farmer within

my left is structure.  my right is freedom.

my left is open palm.  my right is closed fist.

my left is brute.  my right is intricate.

my left can die.  my right is infinite.

my left is needy.  my right is needless.

my left is tsunami.  my right is nuclear power.

my left is a humble farmer.  my right is the light that runs through the farmer.

नोट क्नोविंग not knowing..  rooted in the idea of letting go and not knowing.  funny how lately i have been through a lot of tidal waves...  my best friend of 17 years had brain surgery, and went into a coma..  i deal with many waves in the world of loving myself, and loving mySELF..  i deal with sharing love with one who shares love with another..  ahhhh so many gifts to learn from..  so many waves to learn to ride and accept..  without these waves i would have no lessons, why would i be here?  i am here as spirit in animal body having experience..  how boring to not have these experiences..  YAY!!!!  i am truly enjoying the life as jator that my soul has choosen..  put the film in the projector, got my yummy organic popcorn with ghee melted on top with a lil bit'o celtic sea salt..  i sit back and enjoy my movie..  the reality is i have created and choosen each of these situations, i choose this experience, so why not enjoy and see the lessons i can learn from each one, no matter how hard?  i choose to enjoy..  but at times i also choose to run intellectually, run into my studies, run into learning, run into filling the ego with knowledge..  do you know how f.n smart i am???  hehehhehehe  freakin ego is funny..  do i have to learn or do i aleady know?  somewhere in here or out there i already know.. just have to let go and align myself, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. 

देअथ सुर्रौंड्स में Death surrounds me...

death surrounds me..  engulfs me..  is me..  delicate life..  balance on the blade..  one slip..  death is around me..  it is always around me..  circumstance have made it more apparent as of late..  so apparent that my focus needs to stay present..  let go of the past..  let go of the future..  experience this moment.. and this moment only.. because death.. hmmmm constantly surrounds me..  i enjoy death..  i enjoy life..  death..  you do not scare me..  death you motivate me..  you push me to live to the limit of the moment..  death is beautiful.. without out it there would be no life..  no thing..  everything..  back to source..  nothing to experience..  death you show me the gift of my humaness..  death you gift me my projection...  death you make life possible..  i see you around me..  i feel you around me..  i taste you..  i play with you..  i know you well..  very well..  i feel you every night..  as i let go..  as each cell takes its last concious breath.. and all completely lets go..  ahhhhh death...  i embrace you..  wrap your arms around me...  i am ready............

Ponder this universal teaching: There is something in us that feels compassionate and strong, patient and wise, indomitable, and of great value. This something is who we actually are. It is the "I" beyond name, without personality—our True Nature .

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