LEGACY DREAM

I am healing myself of past pains, to create the ability to be here and now. I will collect my soul from past trauma and incorporate back into one whole being. I will continue to love, live, explore, create, and play this year. I will continue to consciously evolve. I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY AND I HAVE FREED MY MIND TO BECOME THE SNAIL HUNTER AGAIN, AND IT IS NOT YET 6/23/15

LOVE AND GRATITUDE

"MY MANY TEACHERS OF LIFE" LOVE AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS EACH OF YOU = Sonja, Nestor, Paul Chek, Vidya, Megan, Karen, JP Sears, Weston A. Price, Osho, SN Goenka, Rumi, Rudolf Steiner, Grandmaster Fu Wei Zhong, Buddha, Fong Ha and the Universal Chi/Wuji. THE NEWLY RECOGNIZED TEACHER =

ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness
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I am eternally grateful to the Universe, Mother Earth, and Source. I am eternally grateful for every single moment and every single experience in each moment. I continue to step on my path. Unconditional LOVe to all sentient beings seen and unseen heard and unheard.

NOURISHMENT

All nourishment = Organic/Bio-dynamic/Pasture Raised. Continual Rotation Diet based on dynamic metabolic typing and listening to my soul. Supplements = Standard Process (muscle tested every 3-4 weeks by Kanako Kobayashi NC (contact@feedingwellness.com) for a continually deeper protocol to help me balance physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Highvitamen butter oil/fermented cod liver oil www.greenpastures.com Gut health pre/pro-biotics www.interplexus.com Systemic enzymes http://www.worldnutrition.info/vitalzym (which metabolize scar tissue) and I usually do deep cleanse once a year www.allnaturalcleanse.com = 60 day parasite/detox

Monday, November 29, 2010

रूट चक्र

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i have tribe, support, LOVe. i have internal mother, peace trust flow security energy in the form of money. my physical needs are met i am stable and strong physically mentally emotionally spiritually. my body is my temple. my body is my vehicle. my body is my animal. i love my body. there is no room in my body for anything but health and balance of yin and yang forces. i was given all the love that is needed to grow through this chakra with vitality health and balance. i am cultivating and manifesting clients, i am cultivation with love in my heart. i am thankful to mother earth for all of her support of my animal and spiritual self. i am thankful to her for her life blood.. water.. she gives me balance p,e,m,s.. i am committed to loving myself, we, all. i am committed to healing all aspects of jator. i am committed to the loving of the kosmos, loving of all parts of me. to cultivating water within. to seeing in every moment the love that is present always. i am open and free. i am a free thinker. free of the root memes, meta memes, and sub memes.. i trust, i let go, i am unlearning all that has been learned, i let go. i flow with source. i trust in source. i trust my soul. i trust spirit. i see i see i see. my internal mother is always there loving me, caring for me excepting me, holding me loving my authentic self. my root chakra spins perfectly and gives me the ability to move through all other chakras with full awarness and pure growth. healed and let go. open for growth and exposure. I LET GO

Saturday, November 27, 2010

दरें

DREAM - walk the path of self-realization. fall in love with SELF/self. fully develop into a chek level 0. fully develop as a human being. become child again. become innocent again. unlearn all learned. open to intuition. cultivate beginners mind. sacred listener. true communication. open. free. knowing not knowing. DREAM BABY DREAM!

Monday, November 22, 2010

fire transforms. i am transforming. the weekend with JP Sears. a mirror. i hold it all in my hands. past present future. there is only this exact moment. this moment of clarity. this moment of beauty. only this moment. i am spirit. i am animal. i am conscious of both. both are sacred. both are me and not me at all within this same moment. who am i? i am not jator. i am only having the experience of being jator. allow.. let go.. trust. be. see. see. see. see. observe. observe. play. play. play. free. free. free. this moment is beauty. beauty beauty.

this time with jp. i have found my lost brother. never lost. always here. always here. jp and i born from the same womb. womb of life.. womb of wu-chi.. a blessing.. soul contract.. jp i remember. i remember. i "see" you my brother.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

free. i have been waking up free. free.. not in body.. no pain.. no tightness.. no backpack full of ish... free.. the more i free myself emotionally, mentally, spirtully, my body literally mirrors this.. our mind literally creates our body.. free your mind and free your body of disease, pain, discomfort, free yourself. it is such a gift from the universe to be soul in human body.. become a co-creator if you please.. or enjoy whatever journey you want to manifest.. your journey to free yourself will start either this lifetime or another.. no rush.. no matter.. all experience.

UC

Monday, November 15, 2010

WHO SAYS WE AINT GOT TRIBE IN RICHMOND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bonfire... beef stew... drumming circle... moonlight... family... love... support... talk.. taste... feel...

we got tribe in RICHMOND....!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

i was reminded of you twice this weekend. OUCH! what a gift.. more fire to emerse my SELF in. strange to me how my ego is still in so much pain around you.. guess i convinced my self for years that you were the one.. which really caused some deep deep record grooves... slowly filling the groves, and creating new ones, but quite interesting to see the pain, arise and pass.. arise and pass.. i was glad to be reminded this weekend of you.. others of course speaking your name.. hmmmmmmmmmm the universe loves to play.. so i will play as well.. i am sending a pure unconditional blessing to you.. "I forgive myself for any ego/shadow activity during our relationship, I forgive you for any ego/shadow activity during our relationship, and I forgive in witness to any of those as well".. blessings blessings blessings.. AHO! it is done it is done it is done.. i am free from those ego attachments.. i am free from my future and my past.. i only live in the now.. i am the DRAGON and i am FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Monday, November 8, 2010

dragon sleep.. dragon wake.. dragon play.. dragon fight.. dragon stretch.. dragon watch.. dragon be.. dragon sleep............................

Thursday, November 4, 2010

early bed.. early morning

greetings.. i have been going to bed earlier and earlier and getting up earlier naturally.. this way of living is much easier on the body's systems than the alternate of staying up late and sleeping in.. i have not been able to find much specific research on this but have noticed a decrease in stress within my own p,e,m,s self. i have spoken with other practitioners that employ this method and they have had the same result.. i can wake up early, refreshed, do some chi gong, stretch, meditate, or just contemplate. this also makes time to get other work done with no distractions, since most are not up at this time you/we are free.. i turn the cell phone off a lot these days to free myself, and my mind.. the more freedom we posses in mind the more we posses in "reality"... shackles are distractions.. free yourself.. free myself.
love