LEGACY DREAM

I am healing myself of past pains, to create the ability to be here and now. I will collect my soul from past trauma and incorporate back into one whole being. I will continue to love, live, explore, create, and play this year. I will continue to consciously evolve. I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY AND I HAVE FREED MY MIND TO BECOME THE SNAIL HUNTER AGAIN, AND IT IS NOT YET 6/23/15

LOVE AND GRATITUDE

"MY MANY TEACHERS OF LIFE" LOVE AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS EACH OF YOU = Sonja, Nestor, Paul Chek, Vidya, Megan, Karen, JP Sears, Weston A. Price, Osho, SN Goenka, Rumi, Rudolf Steiner, Grandmaster Fu Wei Zhong, Buddha, Fong Ha and the Universal Chi/Wuji. THE NEWLY RECOGNIZED TEACHER =

ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness.

I am eternally grateful to the Universe, Mother Earth, and Source. I am eternally grateful for every single moment and every single experience in each moment. I continue to step on my path. Unconditional LOVe to all sentient beings seen and unseen heard and unheard.

NOURISHMENT

All nourishment = Organic/Bio-dynamic/Pasture Raised. Continual Rotation Diet based on dynamic metabolic typing and listening to my soul. Supplements = Standard Process (muscle tested every 3-4 weeks by Kanako Kobayashi NC (contact@feedingwellness.com) for a continually deeper protocol to help me balance physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Highvitamen butter oil/fermented cod liver oil www.greenpastures.com Gut health pre/pro-biotics www.interplexus.com Systemic enzymes http://www.worldnutrition.info/vitalzym (which metabolize scar tissue) and I usually do deep cleanse once a year www.allnaturalcleanse.com = 60 day parasite/detox

Thursday, March 18, 2010

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amazement and wonderment is where i find myself today. the above picture shows my new eyes through the realization of projection, judgment, and the simple truth that i am the only one here. no matter what i put onto others i.e. projection, judgment, values etc.. to make them separate from me, my beliefs about them are then mirrored back to me so i can buy my own stories about them. i am a very good story spinner =0 very good. truth is.. now i truly know the truth (for me) and the fact that no one else is here leaves me with one last truth, no matter what i perceive in others, or the stories i spin, i am truly only spinning stories about myself, and if those stories are harmful i am only harming myself, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. what i see in others i strengthen within myself. so why see anything but love? thats easy, because your ego wants separation, wants you to live in the storm, wants you to buy its stories, it (the ego) cannot survive without them. if you get the chance watch the movie "Revolver" this will give you a very good idea of how the ego truly works. now the ego is not your enemy rather your playmate, just observe your playmate, but you consciously make the choice to respond, not react.

to bed last night 12am?
up this morning 5am

nourishment
2/3 salmon/zucchini/olive oil/celtic salt/black pepper
1/3 big salad from cafe gratitude "i am fulfilled" with almond humus and goji berry dressing yum yum
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  1. Nestor GonzalezMarch 21, 2010 at 4:59 AM

    as i see my self
    i see the stories
    i project

    man, these stories are even better
    than the ones I used to make up

    and as i share the love
    the love really grows

    the love expands
    and hits me so hard
    i laugh till i cry

    holy moly

    holy
    wholy
    wholly

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