इ कैन फली today i saw truth.
 
i see what i truly am.
 
in an instant i was everything and no thing at once.
 
to the edge of the universe,
 
inside all sentient beings, 
 
instant movement without thought.
 
being in my true mothers arms, 
 
so warm,
 
so beautiful,
 
so safe.
 
Beyond this "reality".
 
they were my arms,
 
holding me.
 
i was truly home.
 
i now know what it feels like to be back home in source.
 
the original womb.
 
where there is no polarity.
 
in zero, 
 
with spirit,
 
with me,
 
with all,
 
connected,
 
no separation,
 
no duality,
 
just GOD.
 
dissolve the ego,
 
unconditional love,
 
truly home,
 
swirling thru time and space in an instant.
 
thought creates reality.
 
e-motion, energy in motion, but motionless.
 
what??????
 
self-realization, truly there.
 
touch it.
 
feel it.
 
immersed in it, surrounded by love, am love, be love, we love.
 
enveloping bliss, truth, god, source, expansive.
 
seeing through eyes, with no eyes, true eyes, true self, original eyes.
 
eyes without judgment, projection, guilt, shame, fear, hate, jealousy.
 
eyes of only unconditional love.
 
eyes do no justice, you cant see here with eyes, they are useless, confining, separating, projecting...
 
new eyes are expansive, without "eyes", without "mind", just zero.
 
i am the elements.
 
i am the cosmos.
 
i am the earth.
 
i am being and no being.
 
i am everything and nothing.
 
nowhere, everywhere.
 
there are no others, no one else in the room, we are all one.
 
i know this from experience, not belief, a truth............. knowing.
 
i know now, in every facet of self, every cell, i know what i truly am,
 
i cannot hide, or run,
 
 it is done, it is done, it is done!
 
no return, i enter the desert, with calmness in my heart, walking the path of the Tao.
 
i have all i need within me.
 
the diamond realizing the diamond.
 
i am love.  i am safe.  i am secure.  i am flow.  i am self-will.  i am giving and receiving love.  i am communication.  i am creative.  i am spirit.
 
mastering self.
 
playing with and observing ego.
 
evaporating judgments of self and others, unlearning all that has been learned.
 
trusting universal wisdom.
 
trusting intuition.
 
trusting true self.
 
I AM GOD, YOU ARE GOD, WE ARE GOD, WE ARE ONE.
 
 
 
LOVE AND QI TO MY SOUL TRIBE, AND TO ALL SENTIENT BEINGS, SEEN AND UNSEEN, HEARD AND UNHEARD.
 
jator