i dream.. i dream.. i dream..

दरें
i am running..  so very fast, not high level athlete fast, but comic book fast, the "flash" fast.  speeding around the world multiple times per second..  alone..  can anyone else run with me?  yes, of course others are running at the same speed, but where are they?  at that very moment that thought passes into being alive, i see a flash before my eyes..  another runner..  another warrior.. another....  i decide to see if i can catch him/her so we can meet and play at "our" level, if there is such a thing.  i finally catch up with my fast friend, and we both stop to chat..  we look into each others eyes for a moment..  i see myself, he see's himself.  i was so excited, like a child on christmas, opening a gift, this gift to me brought a relief, i am not "alone", there are others, i dont have to "think" that i have to teach others to play with me anymore, let that go, only teach when asked, only teach from silence when not asked.  i have found my playmate.  after our moment of contemplation into each other, i ask him in my full childlike excitement "DO YOU WANT TO RUN WITH ME AND PLAY!!!!!??????" his response was a loud "NO"..  i was crushed, but decided to push further rather than be silent and continue to play alone..  "why not?" i asked..  "because, i am afraid that you may be faster than me, i am afraid you may be more developed than me, i am afraid to lose, i am afraid." he said.  my heart sunk..  finally i found a playmate, but he was afraid to play with me because of his attachment to being "special"...  heavy heart..  i begged him, i told him that i did not care who was faster, who was more developed, that we both have much to learn and grow from each other, i just wanted to play... play.. play...  please play with me i asked.. he looked into my eyes, i saw my old self, i was filled with empathy and compassion, and he took off in a flash...  gone............................................................................................  i stood there, contemplating, watching, observing self, what comes up for me, what hurts and pains are here..  what do i need????  hmmmmmmm..  at that moment i decided to harness all of my energies, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually,  align myself and pour it all into running faster than i have ever run..  the stress to push my evolution to its next becoming..  i took off in a flash, in fact i was running so fast i was not even moving, just vibrating, faster, faster, faster, faster, faster...  until i disappeared from this plane of reality..  and found myself in another dimension entirely..  i was reborn, this place was free of all the old constructs, free to grow again, free to grow consciously, free to re-wire myself completely..  free....  in that instant, another playmate appeared, it was neither male/female, it was all, and nothing..  it spoke to me without speaking, without words, without any language that is here on this plane,  no body language, nothing, just a pure knowing.  we both took off at the exact moment, and played and played and played..  i had found my spirtual equal, it had found it's spiritual equal..  we were supported, we were safe, we were and still are one..
DREAM