LEGACY DREAM

I am healing myself of past pains, to create the ability to be here and now. I will collect my soul from past trauma and incorporate back into one whole being. I will continue to love, live, explore, create, and play this year. I will continue to consciously evolve. I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY AND I HAVE FREED MY MIND TO BECOME THE SNAIL HUNTER AGAIN, AND IT IS NOT YET 6/23/15

LOVE AND GRATITUDE

"MY MANY TEACHERS OF LIFE" LOVE AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS EACH OF YOU = Sonja, Nestor, Paul Chek, Vidya, Megan, Karen, JP Sears, Weston A. Price, Osho, SN Goenka, Rumi, Rudolf Steiner, Grandmaster Fu Wei Zhong, Buddha, Fong Ha and the Universal Chi/Wuji. THE NEWLY RECOGNIZED TEACHER =

ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness.

I am eternally grateful to the Universe, Mother Earth, and Source. I am eternally grateful for every single moment and every single experience in each moment. I continue to step on my path. Unconditional LOVe to all sentient beings seen and unseen heard and unheard.

NOURISHMENT

All nourishment = Organic/Bio-dynamic/Pasture Raised. Continual Rotation Diet based on dynamic metabolic typing and listening to my soul. Supplements = Standard Process (muscle tested every 3-4 weeks by Kanako Kobayashi NC (contact@feedingwellness.com) for a continually deeper protocol to help me balance physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Highvitamen butter oil/fermented cod liver oil www.greenpastures.com Gut health pre/pro-biotics www.interplexus.com Systemic enzymes http://www.worldnutrition.info/vitalzym (which metabolize scar tissue) and I usually do deep cleanse once a year www.allnaturalcleanse.com = 60 day parasite/detox

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Unconditional Love...  or just simply unconditional???

here are my in this moment feelings on what god, source, great spirit really is, and isn't... 

look around you..  what do you see..  do you see happy, sad, good, bad, right, wrong, should, or shouldn't?  do you see these conditions in your life and in others?  When "tragedy" occurs do you see the experience, the truth, the gift, or do you see the value which you place on this occurrence?  see above..  do you continually place your values on situations?  moral?  societal? etc..  hmmmmmmm..  parts of me do...   those parts are becoming less and less, the integrated parts of me see the gifts, the trust, the destiny..  Destiny to your ego is almost impossible to swallow...  it is so hard to except that your story has been written, and that we are here watching a movie that the outcome has already been determined, so hard for the ego, you have control right..  you are a concsious and unconscious co-creator (HOW EGO'ic OF YOU)...  i laugh...  yes, i have created this, my soul has..  source has..  Jator, has not..  Jator likes to think he has, it feels good to think he has some control..  but in truth for me, in this moment, that is just another ego trick to create more separation and duality...  i am not special..  i am not unique.. i am you and you are me..  Jator's physicality's are unique, his experience is unique..  his journey is unique..  but the truth of him is not unique..  it just is or isn't... 

in this moment, i do not feel that god, source, great spirit is unconditional "love", i feel that god, source, great spirit simply is "unconditional"..  once we add the word "love" to the end we attach so many conditions to what unconditional means...  love creates value, condition, idea etc to something that is none of those..  it simply is no condition...  we are here as spirit in form to experience condition.. to experience value...  to experience life in a conditioned form...  i simply say..  enjoy your experience as who you are in this lifetime..  let go of desire and outcome...  craving and aversion...  simply be..  simply trust..  OR not...  does not matter, it has been written..  this lifetime or the next who knows...  no rush...  simply experience this moment for it is all you truly have...

अनिचा Anicha
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4 comments:

  1. sun delightAugust 8, 2011 at 9:18 PM

    thank you!

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  2. Nestor GonzalezAugust 11, 2011 at 8:03 PM

    it is all i truly have
    and it is gone

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  3. Pieces of MegAugust 13, 2011 at 8:14 AM

    what's any of it matter if its already written or decided for? Does this story empower "you"? If so, great! xolove

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  4. Nestor GonzalezAugust 15, 2011 at 3:39 PM

    oh seed let go thy form
    drop the shell
    unfold
    unfold
    release
    and be

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