LEGACY DREAM

I am healing myself of past pains, to create the ability to be here and now. I will collect my soul from past trauma and incorporate back into one whole being. I will continue to love, live, explore, create, and play this year. I will continue to consciously evolve. I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY AND I HAVE FREED MY MIND TO BECOME THE SNAIL HUNTER AGAIN, AND IT IS NOT YET 6/23/15

LOVE AND GRATITUDE

"MY MANY TEACHERS OF LIFE" LOVE AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS EACH OF YOU = Sonja, Nestor, Paul Chek, Vidya, Megan, Karen, JP Sears, Weston A. Price, Osho, SN Goenka, Rumi, Rudolf Steiner, Grandmaster Fu Wei Zhong, Buddha, Fong Ha and the Universal Chi/Wuji. THE NEWLY RECOGNIZED TEACHER =

ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness.

I am eternally grateful to the Universe, Mother Earth, and Source. I am eternally grateful for every single moment and every single experience in each moment. I continue to step on my path. Unconditional LOVe to all sentient beings seen and unseen heard and unheard.

NOURISHMENT

All nourishment = Organic/Bio-dynamic/Pasture Raised. Continual Rotation Diet based on dynamic metabolic typing and listening to my soul. Supplements = Standard Process (muscle tested every 3-4 weeks by Kanako Kobayashi NC (contact@feedingwellness.com) for a continually deeper protocol to help me balance physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Highvitamen butter oil/fermented cod liver oil www.greenpastures.com Gut health pre/pro-biotics www.interplexus.com Systemic enzymes http://www.worldnutrition.info/vitalzym (which metabolize scar tissue) and I usually do deep cleanse once a year www.allnaturalcleanse.com = 60 day parasite/detox

Saturday, January 1, 2011

I DIVE INTO GOD, INTO SOURCE, INTO THE ABYSS..  गोद god


I focus on this writing, beyond writing.  
Deeper than the words..
Look behind everything...  I AM THERE!
GOD is there, in the spaces that are not seen.
Or unseen because ONE can not perceive.
Does not matter..........
I AM THERE!

Trying to dive into self.
Easy to get lost in expressionlessness..
So many ideas one try's to capture.
Ideas are very fish like..
Slippery..
Slippery to grasp.
My left brain has a hard time moving what I feel, see, experience "here" into literal word to be written.

To truly relax and let go.
Few have that true experience, CONSCIOUSLY.
We ALL go there every night, do you remember, where you go?
Relax into GOD.
Relax into SELF.
Relax into letting GO.....

To consciousness I write poetic hymns of essence of within.

I dive into self head first...
I am not scared.
I am safer than I have ever been.
Safe.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
To know truth.
My truth.
Clear.

Nothing makes sense.
In that same moment, it all makes sense.

How can one make sense out of the senseless?
How can one make sense out of the senselessness????
Still mind.
Be within.
Be without.
BE.
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  1. Nestor GonzalezJanuary 1, 2011 at 4:22 PM

    diving within
    slippery fish

    flow with me
    about me
    within me

    of me
    of thee

    flying within
    return to source

    to zero

    the nameless

    words appear
    disappear
    dissolve

    the message
    the note
    the letter

    the thought
    the feel

    slippery fish

    the space
    without space

    got you

    ohhh
    you got me

    i we thee

    be of thee

    home

    cradled

    within
    without
    about

    truth
    love

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