LEGACY DREAM

I am healing myself of past pains, to create the ability to be here and now. I will collect my soul from past trauma and incorporate back into one whole being. I will continue to love, live, explore, create, and play this year. I will continue to consciously evolve. I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY AND I HAVE FREED MY MIND TO BECOME THE SNAIL HUNTER AGAIN, AND IT IS NOT YET 6/23/15

LOVE AND GRATITUDE

"MY MANY TEACHERS OF LIFE" LOVE AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS EACH OF YOU = Sonja, Nestor, Paul Chek, Vidya, Megan, Karen, JP Sears, Weston A. Price, Osho, SN Goenka, Rumi, Rudolf Steiner, Grandmaster Fu Wei Zhong, Buddha, Fong Ha and the Universal Chi/Wuji. THE NEWLY RECOGNIZED TEACHER =

ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness.

I am eternally grateful to the Universe, Mother Earth, and Source. I am eternally grateful for every single moment and every single experience in each moment. I continue to step on my path. Unconditional LOVe to all sentient beings seen and unseen heard and unheard.

NOURISHMENT

All nourishment = Organic/Bio-dynamic/Pasture Raised. Continual Rotation Diet based on dynamic metabolic typing and listening to my soul. Supplements = Standard Process (muscle tested every 3-4 weeks by Kanako Kobayashi NC (contact@feedingwellness.com) for a continually deeper protocol to help me balance physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Highvitamen butter oil/fermented cod liver oil www.greenpastures.com Gut health pre/pro-biotics www.interplexus.com Systemic enzymes http://www.worldnutrition.info/vitalzym (which metabolize scar tissue) and I usually do deep cleanse once a year www.allnaturalcleanse.com = 60 day parasite/detox

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

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what i want for my birthday ; )

i want to be accepted for who i am, loved for who i am, others open to who i am. i want to be who i am in this moment, which could be the complete opposite of all past interactions with me. i want to be seen as i look at others, with eyes of acceptance, eyes of the present, love in my heart, beauty in all, the knowledge of who and what we truly are. to be free of others expectations to make them feel special and to be free of the belief of specialness is love... it is not.. to continue to see myself as i truly am.. to continue to grow and evolve.. to continue to enjoy all experience.. to forgive myself, and others. to expand. to be authentic to who i am in this moment.. to trust that mighty companions abound and are cultivated thru my actions and thoughts.. to accept that i do not know my own best interests.. to be grateful to all.. to pay attention to the mirror everyday every interaction.. to be in the moment.. to be free.. to see that all experience is exactly that, experience and to be grateful for every experience and to learn from each one. to cultivate conscious relationships.. to continue to be and practice awareness..

free to be who i think i am in this moment... that is what i want for my birthday.
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2 comments:

  1. Nestor GonzalezMay 27, 2010 at 6:19 AM

    it is your birthday
    everyday

    birth moment

    you arise
    you pass away

    arise
    pass away


    arise
    pass away

    you flick
    as a flame
    in this plane

    arise
    pass away

    you laugh
    you cry

    you struggle
    you die

    arise
    pass away

    thank you goenka
    thank you paul
    thank you brother

    thank us all

    we be of thee

    arise
    pass away

    damn
    might as well
    play

    yayyyyyy

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  2. AnonymousAugust 22, 2010 at 12:44 AM

    Your evolution is inspiring. I am proud of you for how you live your life and continue to inspire and bring out the best in others. I truly believe people cross paths in life for specific reasons. I am grateful for your purpose in mine. You helped me to sail away from my safe harbor and DO, BE, LIVE. =) Belated Happy Birthday. I hope you are enjoying your 33rd year of life.

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