LEELA

LOVE AND GRATITUDE

"MY MANY TEACHERS OF LIFE" LOVE AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS EACH OF YOU = Sonja, Nestor, Paul Chek, Vidya, Megan, Karen, JP Sears, Weston A. Price, Osho, SN Goenka, Rumi, Rudolf Steiner, Grandmaster Fu Wei Zhong, Buddha, Fong Ha and the Universal Chi/Wuji. THE NEWLY RECOGNIZED TEACHER =

ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness.

I am eternally grateful to the Universe, Mother Earth, and Source. I am eternally grateful for every single moment and every single experience in each moment. I continue to step on my path. Unconditional LOVe to all sentient beings seen and unseen heard and unheard.

NOURISHMENT

All nourishment = Organic/Bio-dynamic/Pasture Raised. Continual Rotation Diet based on dynamic metabolic typing and listening to my soul. Supplements = Standard Process (muscle tested every 3-4 weeks by Kanako Kobayashi NC (contact@feedingwellness.com) for a continually deeper protocol to help me balance physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Highvitamen butter oil/fermented cod liver oil www.greenpastures.com Gut health pre/pro-biotics www.interplexus.com Systemic enzymes http://www.worldnutrition.info/vitalzym (which metabolize scar tissue) and I usually do deep cleanse once a year www.allnaturalcleanse.com = 60 day parasite/detox

Thursday, January 6, 2011

“If a man gives way to all his desires, or panders to them, there will be no inner sturggle in him, no ‘friction’no fire. But if, for the sake of attaining a definite aim, he struggles with the desires that hinder him, he will then create a fire which will gradually transform his iner world into a single whole.” – Ouspensky

ट्रुथ - truth

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

can you imagine.. कैन यू इमागिने?
the complete level of highness that Jesus was at? When you really sit back and take that in, it is truly amazing.. literally beaten close to death and then crucified.. and his only thoughts were "forgive them father, for they know not what they do"... that is so deep. so beautiful.. so much pure unconditional love.. truly.. unconditional.. i am in awwww of Jesus, and the like.. beautiful.

Monday, January 3, 2011

स्लिप्पेरी फिश slippery fish. "To him who has had the experience no explanation is necessary, to him who has not, none is possible" Ram Dass

Saturday, January 1, 2011

I DIVE INTO GOD, INTO SOURCE, INTO THE ABYSS.. गोद god

I focus on this writing, beyond writing.

Deeper than the words..

Look behind everything... I AM THERE!

GOD is there, in the spaces that are not seen.

Or unseen because ONE can not perceive.

Does not matter..........

I AM THERE!

Trying to dive into self.

Easy to get lost in expressionlessness..

So many ideas one try's to capture.

Ideas are very fish like..

Slippery..

Slippery to grasp.

My left brain has a hard time moving what I feel, see, experience "here" into literal word to be written.

To truly relax and let go.

Few have that true experience, CONSCIOUSLY.

We ALL go there every night, do you remember, where you go?

Relax into GOD.

Relax into SELF.

Relax into letting GO.....

To consciousness I write poetic hymns of essence of within.

I dive into self head first...

I am not scared.

I am safer than I have ever been.

Safe.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

To know truth.

My truth.

Clear.

Nothing makes sense.

In that same moment, it all makes sense.

How can one make sense out of the senseless?

How can one make sense out of the senselessness????

Still mind.

Be within.

Be without.

BE.