नोट क्नोविंग not knowing.. rooted in the idea of letting go and not knowing. funny how lately i have been through a lot of tidal waves... my best friend of 17 years had brain surgery, and went into a coma.. i deal with many waves in the world of loving myself, and loving mySELF.. i deal with sharing love with one who shares love with another.. ahhhh so many gifts to learn from.. so many waves to learn to ride and accept.. without these waves i would have no lessons, why would i be here? i am here as spirit in animal body having experience.. how boring to not have these experiences.. YAY!!!! i am truly enjoying the life as jator that my soul has choosen.. put the film in the projector, got my yummy organic popcorn with ghee melted on top with a lil bit'o celtic sea salt.. i sit back and enjoy my movie.. the reality is i have created and choosen each of these situations, i choose this experience, so why not enjoy and see the lessons i can learn from each one, no matter how hard? i choose to enjoy.. but at times i also choose to run intellectually, run into my studies, run into learning, run into filling the ego with knowledge.. do you know how f.n smart i am??? hehehhehehe freakin ego is funny.. do i have to learn or do i aleady know? somewhere in here or out there i already know.. just have to let go and align myself, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.
LEGACY DREAM
I am healing myself of past pains, to create the ability to be here and now. I will collect my soul from past trauma and incorporate back into one whole being. I will continue to love, live, explore, create, and play this year. I will continue to consciously evolve. I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY AND I HAVE FREED MY MIND TO BECOME THE SNAIL HUNTER AGAIN, AND IT IS NOT YET 6/23/15
LOVE AND GRATITUDE
"MY MANY TEACHERS OF LIFE" LOVE AND GRATITUDE TOWARDS EACH OF YOU = Sonja, Nestor, Paul Chek, Vidya, Megan, Karen, JP Sears, Weston A. Price, Osho, SN Goenka, Rumi, Rudolf Steiner, Grandmaster Fu Wei Zhong, Buddha, Fong Ha and the Universal Chi/Wuji. THE NEWLY RECOGNIZED TEACHER =
ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness.
ALL. I interact with so many on a daily basis and each interaction presents the moment for self-observation. The gift of observing my projections, judgments, fear, shame, guilt, anger, triggers, and the gift to truly see what it is about myself that I hide in "others". I am eternally grateful to be soul experiencing humanness.
I am eternally grateful to the Universe, Mother Earth, and Source. I am eternally grateful for every single moment and every single experience in each moment. I continue to step on my path. Unconditional LOVe to all sentient beings seen and unseen heard and unheard.
NOURISHMENT
All nourishment = Organic/Bio-dynamic/Pasture Raised. Continual Rotation Diet based on dynamic metabolic typing and listening to my soul. Supplements = Standard Process (muscle tested every 3-4 weeks by Kanako Kobayashi NC (contact@feedingwellness.com) for a continually deeper protocol to help me balance physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Highvitamen butter oil/fermented cod liver oil www.greenpastures.com Gut health pre/pro-biotics www.interplexus.com Systemic enzymes http://www.worldnutrition.info/vitalzym (which metabolize scar tissue) and I usually do deep cleanse once a year www.allnaturalcleanse.com = 60 day parasite/detox
"plunge into the vast ocean of consciousness. let the drop of water that is you become a hundred mighty seas. but do not think the drop alone becomes the ocean. the ocean too becomes the drop."
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Ahhhhhhh Tidal Waves......
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